DiiS ♥ BiitCh

klown_whor @ 2007-05-01T16:10:00

2007-05-01T23:10:47Z

for a good game.. eeryone should go to

http://free-game-downloads.mosw.com/abandonware/pc/adventure/games_g_h/hugo_s_house_of_horrors.html

and download hugo. ya'll would love it~~

klown_whor @ 2007-01-09T17:05:00

2007-01-10T01:04:44Z

My Nights with FireFly, the boiitoiis♥ &+ Chris + Marc.

This is the nights...

Clown packed in a car.

True love is being handcuffed

Together in the backseat of a car

&+ choosing to stay like that♥

Learning how to play pool

&+ shooting randomly and making it.

Playing couples pool &+ winning or loosing

all because of the fukin 8ball.

Driving to Dennys

&+ annoying the waiter for extra straws

just to attempt to get the whole thing

in our mouths without using our hands.

&+ kissing afterwards just to prove it ain't impossible.

People calling us assholes

&+ then later ripping off the fukin windshield wiper.

also loosing a cell phone under the car next to us.

Causing us to drive to a 24hr walmart

for new ones and a air horn♥.

being lifted up to see if there was a frizbee

on the ledge &+ being jolted &+ making their balls hurt.

Walking thru walmart couple army style.

Randomly blowing the air horn out the window

&+ at some point in his own ears 5in away.

with everyone geeking about it for as long as they could.

Nothing compares to these types of night.

It's love i tell you. True love ♥.

klown_whor @ 2006-07-30T14:20:00

2006-07-30T18:29:46Z

DEAN & I HAVE BEEN TOGETHER
ONE YEAR AND TWO MONTHS ♥

I love him more then anything in the entire world. That's my future husband, and I want to spend the rest of my life with him. and I do mean forever. ♥

i will def start updating.

2006-07-17T17:10:49Z

Allik Laires♥
nuff' said.

my best friend in the world. JustinAnthony♥

My other best friend in the world. Elainahearts;

Happy 6.6.6.

2006-06-06T16:37:44Z

Well guys. I know that I haven't updated in quite sometime. Although alot has actually happened. So let me begin shall I?

The begining of May was weird. I became the second leading ladii of a2a. At the time I happened to still be with Dean. Needless to say, We broke up. I was with him a year, he meant alot to me. But we are no longer together. Maybe this time it's for the better? Who knows. I started to go to bonfire's alot. I pissed on my phone one night. That was funny.

The first bonfire I was a good girl. It was raining and I was just sitting there with Jon, Bud, & Krystal♥. Although we eventually ended up moving places. A few bonfires later colgate started to come. Which means I got to see my hubby Jay a hell of alot more. I loved it! I was with Ricky by this point. Apparently he didn't like that the Tim told me he was in love with me, andat that bonfire he hit Tim and had about 8 other people in there. Tony got locked up. So that sucked. A few days later I went to eastpoint with Ricky, Mike, Bench, and Krystal. Jay called me phone and wanted to chill, so I chilled with them. That weekend was the best though.

I went to eastpoint with Elaina & Krystal. I was still with Ricky although when I got there and got out of Elaina's car & ran right past him and jumped on Jay. HAHA! That was funny cause he passed me to Jimmy♥. So I did finally go up and hug Ricky. Alot of drama happened. And then we decided to go to a bonfire. In Elaina's car, she had asked me if I may have possibly liked someone else and not Ricky. I'm not going to lie to her. She IS my best friend. So I told her.

Then the next big event was Twiztid yo! I had so much fun. We left at like 2:30pm to go up there. We went and got something to eat and then left. We chilled with colgate when we got there. Around 5ish Ricky and Wil showed up. & well a van filled with lil girls. I walked into Twiztid and everyone was comming up to me asking me why my boyfriend was all over his ex? Be honest it didn't bother me and I didn't care. I ended up breaking up with him and I was with colgate like all night anyways! Well lets just say I got teamed up against and dared to kiss Jimmy. & I did. I went back to Alex's after the show. Chilled there til like 5. & came home. Alex asked Krystal out as well.

Thursday; I GRADUATED!! & my baby even came. That made my night. He came with Jay. I loved seeing him. That made my graduation so much better!

Friday I went to east point with Jess & Krystal. Elaina met us around 11:30pm at Steve's and i left with her. We went and chilled at Alex's. Well after we got Jimmy. Jimmy and I got together that day needless to say. I stayed there til like 5 in the morning and came home. Saturday I worked til 9:45pm, Elaina came and got me. I came home and got in the shower and went to Alex's to chill with him. We left around 1:30am and Elaina stayed here with me, after my house was all fucked up by my neighbors. We got up at like 8 in the fucking morning.

We picked up Krystal and went down to colgate. I'm a good girlfriend and I bought my boyfriend breakfast =D! We went to Elaina's and got money nd then went to the beach. Yeah so much for trying to not get wet! haha! Jimmy threw me in, Alex threw Krystal in and they all got Elaina and she was in all her clothes. Afterwards we came home and got changed and then went to Jay's for a cook out. Around 7 maybe, Jimmy and Alex came down my house and well when Alex took Krystal home, yeah.... ;x! All in all. We decided that we were going to ocean city this weekend. Friday and comming home Tuesday!

I think I may actually start updating now since I have alot more going on.

Amber&Jimmy
603
♥

AmberFawn Loves KrystalLynn
309 - forever!

Holy mother of hell.

2006-03-02T19:03:51Z

Well I know that I havn't updated since Decemeber. But I've been doing alot of things. I'm working alot more now, I dyed my hair some wack colors.. So I'll have to show a picture of that. All I can say now though is, Dean & I have been together 9 months now, and no problems. He asked me to marry him on xmas, so let's see how that goes. So I'll just update about today.

[[ Thursday; 03.02.06 ]]
I woke up this morning and I didn't go to school. No I'm not skipping, It's just I feel like shit. It seems as though, I'm not eatting right so maybe that has a little something to do with it. So I had my mom buy me some vitamins, and we shall see how that one goes. I work tonight too. 4pm-930pm. I don't want to work, but it's pay day so I'll go. Tomorrow I'm hoping to be able to go out shopping with my mom, and that means... PROM SHIT!!. Of course my baybah's going to come along, as always. & no that hasn't changed. I'm always with him. Lol. His sister asked me if I was going to move in with them when I graduate. It is a possiblity though. I wouldn't mind it. Of course, I would still have to get up early to go to work. Hah. Oh well. I'm going to go take some of my medicine, and get in the shower b4 work.

♥ I love you, DeanBrian ♥
May 25th, 2005 - always!!

Holy shit.

2005-12-06T18:02:11Z

good god, i haven't updated in like forever.

i don't really remember much of nov. all i can tell you was i was with dean. and yes we are still together. only day i really remember anything about is that nov. 11th. was military ball. sam won queen and ruby won king. that didn't go over so well. since all he did was cheat. tabitha was there and we didnt get along so well but whut else is new. hah! another great thing was that on the 23rd was dean and i's six months. & were still going. i will although update for the month of december.

[[Thursday: December 1st.]] --» The day didnt start off so well. I came home from school wit Tabitha and got to read a nice little convo between Dean and her friend Sarah. i didnt like the convo b.c it talked about how he missed her and wanted her and all this shit. well tabitha went home that night and called kim, dean's sister, about the whole thing and she called me. i was crying and everything talking to kim b.c i didnt wanna believe what was write there. well kim and his mom yelled at him when he came home and he called me and told me how it was all a lie and stuffs. well still being mad the way i was. i didnt care. i hated reading whut was in front of me. everyone left around 9ish seeing as it was, mike, my brother eddie, and cory. when they all left i went and got in the shower and i came back downstairs. i did sumthing i wish i never had done. i talked to dawn about it, and the whole time i was talking to dawn he was too. he begged her to please get me to forgive him b.c he couldnt loose me. he tried finding another way to get tabitha to leave him and i alone. so him and ron came up with "wonderful" plan to tell her he still wanted her and then to hurt her really bad. which didnt end up helping dean and i at all. finally dawn told dean whut i had done to myself so while dawns boyfriend, deans cousin / my brother, jay was there.. he grabbed a razor blade and decided to cut his wrists all up. theres three there. the first looks about maybe not even a cm thick. the second is a good 4 or 5 cms deep, and the third is maybe a cm and a half. still enough to hurt him. jay finally got him to call me and around 1245 he walked up my house to make things right with me. when he got there he asked me if he could see my legs and i said no, so he grabbed my legs and pulled them away from my chest to see them. he started crying and i looked right at him and at the time i was completly talking out my ass and i told him "id rather die then be here" and he showed me his wrists which made me cry harder. he huged me and when he went to hold hands with me, i wouldn't hold his hand back, and he started crying and was like "you won't even hold my hand". finally i talked to him about everything and got him to stop crying and he realized i took all my rings and his necklace off. and he went over to my desk and grabbed them and put the necklace around my neck. and then he put all my rings back on my fingers. when he ame to his last ring. it was his forever ring, and he asked me to stand up. and i wouldnt. so he asked me again and grabbed my hands and pulled me to my feet. and the best part of the night was that he got down on one knee and asked me to marry him. and i was crying even harder (but good tears.) he told me that his forever ring will work until in jan. when i get my real one at the show. he huged me and we at on the coutch and he put his hand in his pocket and grabbed the razor and handed me it and was like "baby, take it from me". i took the razor and threw it in the trash. he left around twoish and i went to bed.

[[Friday: December 2nd.]] --» I went into school and Tabitha comes up to me and hands me her fone. in her fone is all this shit about he wants to fuck her and shit. and i didnt know that thats whut him and ron did. i called him scremaing saying he could be with tabitha and i was done with his shit and ill be there about 11:15ish to get my shit. and all this other stuff. well i get there and he tells me to go inside so i do, and we go downstairs and i let corea out and was petting her and the fone rang. it was tab and he started screamin about how she needed to die and shit. his exact words were "I HOPE YOU DIE TABITHA NOT AMBER I HOPE YOU CHOKE ON FUCKING BLOOD, I HOPE SOMEONE SNEAKS INTO YOUR HOUSE TONIGHT AND FUCKING SLITS YOUR GOD DAMN THROAT, I HOPE YOU SUFFOCATE IN YOUR SLEEP, AND I DEFANTLY HOPE YOU DROWN IN YOUR PATHETIC FUCKING TEARS YOU FUCKING BITCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! EVERYTHING I SAID TO YOU WAS A LIE. YOU NEED TO STOP FUCKING UP ME AND MY GIRLFRIEND!!!!!!!!!!!!". she started crying and went him earlier. when they hung up he threw the fone. he walked up the stairs and went into the kitchen. at first i wasnt sure whut he was doing and then, he walked downstairs and walked right past me and went into the bathroom. i knew right then and there he walked upstairs and grabbed a knife. i started crying and was like "DEAN GET THE FUCK OUT HERE AND DROP TI". but all he did was opent he door and held it in his hand. so i screamed again "GET THE FUCK OUT THE BATHROOM AND DROP THE MOTHERFUCKING KNIFE!!!". he walked out the door and dropped the knife on the floor and sta in front of me and started crying. i looked at him and i was like "dont ever grab a knife for that shit in front of me again, okay?" and he rooled over and picked up the knife. and i looked at him nd was like "drop the knife behind you and dont touch it or ima grab it." and he droped it behind him and let it lay there. so finally he got up and walked upstairs so i grabbed corea and we walked upstairs with him. well he wouldnt talk to me so i kissed corea goodbye and i yelled up the stairs "iloveyou goodbye!" and i went to walk out the door and he ran down the stairs and grabbed me and was like "baby...please dun go!" so i turned around and gave him a hug. and then he shut the door and asked me "how much money could i give you for you to kill me or find someone to do it?" and i was like "none". and then i asked him how crushed he'd be if i did that shit with nathan. he then asked me if id ever forgive him and i said i would but in time. we went outside for him to ctach his bus and i kissed him and he told me he loved me and when i said it back he started crying again. and he kissed me and went to walk to the bus stop.

later that night he came up and i was getting ready. we went up to the mall cuz he wanted to fight my ex shane, and i wanted to see my best friend jon. i found him and all this shit happened. dean got a lil weird about how jon came up behind me and grabbed me and gave me the biggest hug ever. we went home and layed down together and i fell asleep in his arms. which is like my fav thing to do.

[[Saturday: December 3rd.]] --» I worked from 3pm-10pmish. Nothing interesting but when I came home my baybah came up and we layed together and just goffed off.

[[Sunday: December 4th.]] --» my baby came up my house around like 10ish in the morning and stayed til about 7:30ish b.c he had band practice. he came back up around 9:15ish. and left at midnight. i fell asleep in his arms as i always do. of course when he leaves i flip and flop.

[[Monday: December 5th.]] --» he came up after i woke up til he had band practice. we just layed around and cuddled. it was nice to just be with him. i love him so much. its sicking to some people. oh well.

[[Tuesday: December 6th.]] --» right now i didnt go to school so im waiting for him to coem up like he promised. ima prolly call outta work cuz i dont feel like going. whut a shock right? oh well i dun care.

♥I love you, Dean♥
may 23rd, 2005 - always.

klown_whor @ 2005-11-03T13:39:00

2005-11-03T18:45:14Z

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Halloween was the best ever. My best friend came down, and then so did my baybah. He knocked on the door, and I screamed. haha. Talk about sad right? He came in and we got ready. I was a kitty and he was something dead. I went and met his mom, dad, sister, and grandparents. WOO. That was really weird. I loved it tho. We took lots of pictures, and him and I got to just lay around together after everyone left. Yays! Thank god. I didn't run from anything this year, I'm so proud of myself. Hehe.

I know that I havent placed many pictures up. So for the first time, I'm actually goin to put ALL the pictures up. Comment on them, they look nice.

<lj-cut text="All my pix">
<center><big><big>Sadie Hawkins</big></center>
<img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v333/MurderLette/Sadie%20Hawkins%202005/sadiehawkins.jpg" />Dean & I.

<center><big><big>Pep Ralley</big></center>
<img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v333/MurderLette/Homecomming/scan0010.jpg">My best friend Sam & I.
<img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v333/MurderLette/Homecomming/scan0012.jpg">My sister & I.
<img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v333/MurderLette/Homecomming/scan0039.jpg">Again.
<img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v333/MurderLette/Homecomming/scan0040.jpg"> & again.

<center><big><big>Homecomming Game</big></center>
<img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v333/MurderLette/Homecomming%20Game/pepralley1.jpg" alt=">Practicing on the field.
<img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v333/MurderLette/Homecomming%20Game/pepralley2.jpg">Best friend Sam & I.
<img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v333/MurderLette/Homecomming%20Game/pepralley4.jpg">Sam & Kelly <3.
<img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v333/MurderLette/Homecomming%20Game/pepralley6.jpg>Everyone.
<img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v333/MurderLette/Homecomming%20Game/pepralley9.jpg>Cheerleaders.
<img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v333/MurderLette/Homecomming%20Game/pepralley10.jpg">Me & my sister!! <3.

<center><big><big>Homecomming</big></center>
<img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v333/MurderLette/Homecomming/homecomming6.jpg">My girlfriend & I <3.
<img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v333/MurderLette/Homecomming/homecomming4.jpg">Cheryl & I.
<img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v333/MurderLette/Homecomming/homecomming3.jpg">Brandon & I.
<img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v333/MurderLette/Homecomming/homecomming2.jpg">Keith & Stephanie.
<img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v333/MurderLette/Homecomming/homecomming.jpg">Samer & I.
<img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v333/MurderLette/Homecomming/scan0001.jpg">Nikki.
<img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v333/MurderLette/Homecomming/scan0002.jpg">Nikki doing my hair.
<img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v333/MurderLette/Homecomming/scan0003.jpg">Nikki & my brother.
<img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v333/MurderLette/Homecomming/scan0005.jpg">Myself.
<img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v333/MurderLette/Homecomming/scan0006.jpg">Eric & I.
<img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v333/MurderLette/Homecomming/scan0007.jpg">Again.
<img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v333/MurderLette/Homecomming/scan0008.jpg">Sam & Kelly.
<img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v333/MurderLette/Homecomming/scan0009.jpg">Again.
<img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v333/MurderLette/Homecomming/scan0011.jpg">Mandy & Rocky(asshole).
<img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v333/MurderLette/Homecomming/scan0013.jpg">My sister & I.
<img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v333/MurderLette/Homecomming/scan0014.jpg">Nikki & I.
<img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v333/MurderLette/Homecomming/scan0015.jpg">Nikki wearing my brother's hat.
<img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v333/MurderLette/Homecomming/scan0016.jpg">Nikki and I being gangsta.
<img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v333/MurderLette/Homecomming/scan0017.jpg">Me the day after.
<img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v333/MurderLette/Homecomming/scan0018.jpg">Nikki the day after.
<img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v333/MurderLette/Homecomming/scan0020.jpg">Nikki & Eddie, aren't they cute?
<img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v333/MurderLette/Homecomming/scan0019.jpg">Again.
<img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v333/MurderLette/Homecomming/scan0021.jpg">Nikki and I sleeping.
<img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v333/MurderLette/Homecomming/scan0022.jpg">Heather, Amanda, Nikki, Mandy, Stephy, and I.
<img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v333/MurderLette/Homecomming/scan0023.jpg">Nikki and Stephy.
<img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v333/MurderLette/Homecomming/scan0024.jpg">Amanda and my brother.
<img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v333/MurderLette/Homecomming/scan0025.jpg">Cherly & Jimmy.
<img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v333/MurderLette/Homecomming/scan0026.jpg">My brother & I.
<img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v333/MurderLette/Homecomming/scan0027.jpg">Amanda & I.
<img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v333/MurderLette/Homecomming/scan0028.jpg">Brandon and I.
<img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v333/MurderLette/Homecomming/scan0029.jpg">Heather, Amanda, Nikki and I.
<img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v333/MurderLette/Homecomming/scan0030.jpg">Megan and Nick.
<img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v333/MurderLette/Homecomming/scan0031.jpg">Sarah and Justin.
<img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v333/MurderLette/Homecomming/scan0032.jpg">Girlfriend & I.
<img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v333/MurderLette/Homecomming/scan0033.jpg">Cutie*pie & Baby*doll BFFE!
<img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v333/MurderLette/Homecomming/scan0034.jpg">Ashley & I.
<img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v333/MurderLette/Homecomming/scan0035.jpg">Brandy & Gabe.
<img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v333/MurderLette/Homecomming/scan0036.jpg">Brandon & I.
<img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v333/MurderLette/Homecomming/scan0037.jpg">Kasie & Kevin.
<img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v333/MurderLette/Homecomming/scan0038.jpg">Eric & Stephy.
<img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v333/MurderLette/Homecomming/homecomming5.jpg">Nikki & I.
<img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v333/MurderLette/Homecomming/scan.jpg">Professional pix of Eric & I.

<center><big><big>Halloween</big></center>
<img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v333/MurderLette/Halloween%202005/halloween11.jpg">Nikki & I.
<img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v333/MurderLette/Halloween%202005/halloween5.jpg">Again.
<img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v333/MurderLette/Halloween%202005/halloween6.jpg">Nikki.
<img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v333/MurderLette/Halloween%202005/halloween14.jpg">Me.
<img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v333/MurderLette/Halloween%202005/halloween7.jpg">Me wearing mine <big>&</big>Dean's facepaint.
<img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v333/MurderLette/Halloween%202005/halloween4.jpg">Dean & Nikki.
<img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v333/MurderLette/Halloween%202005/halloween13.jpg">Dean.
<img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v333/MurderLette/Halloween%202005/halloween2.jpg">Again.
<img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v333/MurderLette/Halloween%202005/halloween1.jpg">I promise we'll behave ;).
<img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v333/MurderLette/Halloween%202005/halloween3.jpg">My fav. of us!
<img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v333/MurderLette/Halloween%202005/halloween8.jpg">Hottness!
<img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v333/MurderLette/Halloween%202005/halloween9.jpg">Dead Vampires love Pussy Cats! ;).
<img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v333/MurderLette/Halloween%202005/halloween10.jpg">I've never seen him smile like this.
<img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v333/MurderLette/Halloween%202005/halloween12.jpg">Us! :).

<img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v333/MurderLette/weekendNEW/scan0001copy.jpg">
<img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v333/MurderLette/weekendNEW/scan0004copy.jpg">So true!
<img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v333/MurderLette/weekendNEW/scan0005copy.jpg">Meow.
<img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v333/MurderLette/weekendNEW/scan0021copy.jpg">My all time fav pic.
<img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v333/MurderLette/weekendNEW/Untitled-2copy.jpg">Best night ever!

klown_whor @ 2005-10-28T23:00:00

2005-10-29T03:01:55Z

AmberFawn
&
DeanBrian
10.28.05
( `v´ )
`v´

Bitches are immature ♥

2005-10-27T18:39:24Z

Today I was on the way to school and this kid Josh gives me a letter. How sweet. It was from the bitch. I read it and laughed 'cause I found it to be funny. Well we finally got into it at lunch, while I was on the phone with Dean.

Dean and me talked last night. Ronny came and seen me when I came home from work and I just cried for him basically. When Dean and I talked he was like "You know you and I are going to get back together". I just laughed. I think that we prolly will. I love him so much. I got my homecomming pictures, and some of my Sadie Hawkins pictures. I'll post my Homecomming pictures though.

♥ I love you, Blue♥
always & forever.

Amanda & Amber
12.27.05
Happy 10 Months Baby! <3

I♥Him!

2005-10-26T18:18:51Z

Here goes one of them funny ass updates. I haven't done much of anything. I work all the time now. Which is kinda kool. Dean and I broke up. Wish it wouldn't have happened. I love him a lot. I had got Nikki to go to Homecomming with me. That was absolutly so much fun. Nikki was dating my brother but that didn't end up so well. Oh well. I don't care.

Dean and I as always are talking again. Let's see how this one lasts. Haha.

I'm going to go, I have work tonight. 4-9ish. Much Clown Love.

I Love You Blue
♥♥
always & forever!

Updating ♥

2005-09-22T17:58:19Z

♥ Well since the 06th of September nothing much as seriously been going on. I've been chillen with Nikki 24/7. It's alright at times and then someone's I wish she'd go away. Hah. For the last two weekend's on Saturday nights I go out and chill with Marc & Paul. It's nice. I love it. I've been working my ass off alot as well. The first Saturday we went to all these haunted places, and last weekend we went up to Stevie's. That made me happy seeing as I haven't seen Stevie since the Twiztid concert. We had some girl with us, but that didn't go over very well.

♥ A lot of drama had been going on. Dean and I are back together. We've been together since the ninth. I'm sick of having people to try and break us up. Get over it. Friday we are going to see "Corpse Bride". I'm so obssessed with it. & then Saturday we are going to go to Sadie Hawkins. I'll post pictures up as I get them. I'm so excited. I love being with my friends. =D!

I thought I'd update and give you a little bit of whats going on tonight. I work 4-10ish. Much Mother Fucking Twiztid Serial Killin' Clown Love ♥.

♥ I love you, DeanBrian! ♥
September 09th, 2005 - always.

Dinkii & Ripper best friends always.
I love you, sis!♥

klown_whor @ 2005-09-21T06:59:00

2005-09-21T11:00:24Z

I think I'm finally going to update this when I come home. But a lot has been going on. It's weird. Hah. Oh well. I'll update when I come home from school.

♥ I Love Dean ♥
September 09th, 2005 - always.

klown_whor @ 2005-09-21T06:59:00

2005-09-21T11:00:21Z

♥ Updating!

2005-09-06T10:12:10Z

well since the first day of school, i have been quite busy. i'm going out with Dan♥ so that is something that makes me very happy. i went to the mall with nikki. we had a serious blast. and then the next weekend i went to the mall with kelli. we went to the movies and seen "brothers grim". it sucked. i hated it. in the middle of the movie we got up and left. LMAO. oh well. i hung out with alot of people. i had to buy "Helter Skelter" for forensics. i love that class. i don't remember much of anything at all anymore. i just go day by day and if i don't update then it's whutever. ♥ Much clown love! ♥

♥ Amber & Dan ♥
Sept. 02nd, 2005

TiggerPoo & BooBat
best friends always.
♥

♥ Updating.

2005-08-30T03:37:05Z

[[ Moonlight shines bright on shattered dreams. ]]

Well this weekend consisted of me chillen with Spaz, Nikki, Pest, and the rest of the juggalos. I had a good time. But whatever, I don't remember anything I've done. So..

First day of school sucked so much asshole. I was bored out of my fucking mind. I came home and Paul was at my house. Chilled with him for sometime and then went to work. I worked 5:15-8:45. Andrew let me go home early since I ran around like a moron doing everything for tomorrow morning. I came home from work and seen Paul & Justin. Came in and got in the shower, and now I'm online talking to my girlfriend, Sam. I like her alot. She makes me very happy. I'm also talking to my Dan! I'm going to go. ♥ Much Clown Love! ♥

♥ Wugglez & Glam ♥
082905 - always <3

Dan is all mine mother fuckers. I'd die for this boy.
Love you baby!! ♥

♥ My weekend! ♥

2005-08-24T20:16:14Z

♥ Friday ; Suck so much asshole. I went to the mall with Amanda. I hung out with Andrew pretty much all night. & then I chilled with Shane. I saw Sarah<3 and Justin. I wuv that girl. We got something to eat. We went outside and I ended up seeing Dean. I couldn't take it so I had to go back into the mall and away from him. I walked around with Dj, Spaz, and Amanda. I went back outside again, and yet again I had seen Dean. I started balling my eyes out. I will always love that boy, & it was very hard to be around him. Dj had to hold me while I cried. I saw my LisaBoo<3. That was nice. She ran and jumped on me, and I caught her. I went home with a very bad night. I fucking hated it.

♥ Saturday ; Brittnie stayed the night at my house. Joey came and picked me up and I went and chilled with Ashley, Walt, & Pest. Pest and I made up so that was always nice. I had a good time. I have pictures. I'll post them up. I left there and Brittnie and I had to teach pest how to get to his girlfriends. I got them there and then I was dropped off at home. My mom was at the hospital, so we went up there so see her. I got in a fight with my aunt not 5 minutes after I got there. I came home and played some DDR, and then went to bed.

Brittnie♥

♥ Sunday ; Brittnie and I chilled until almost 6ish. Her mom came and picked her up. I didn't do nothing else really. I was really depressed. I talked to Kelli. That was nice. We talked about Dean. Lol. She thought maybe him and I should work everything out. I wasn't too sure about that. Lol. As I said before, I'll always love him, but, I'm pretty heart set on someone else. I went to bed around 3ish in the morning.

♥ Monday ; I woke up to an IM from Dean's screenname. I was like " WTF?!". It was his sister Kim. She was telling me that Dean was hit by a car. & then she got onto the subject about how he misses me, and is still in love with me. I wasn't very sure how to take that. Lol. I was doing Amanda's hair at that exact time too. Her boyfriend and Kosko came over to laugh at how stupid she looks. I only had half her hair done too. Dj and Dan came over to see me before I went to the concert. I left at like 5ish to get there. I got to stand with Elaina and Jay. I like took off running and jumped on him. It was nice. I saw alot of old friends. I got to be in the front of the line with them =D! It was nice. I got held onto b4 the show by Shane, and I was sitting on Jay's lap. I'm glad I was single, but for a much bigger reason. I was in the front with Jay, & he saw Bench. So I wanted to go with him =D! I went with him, and he told me Nathan was on his way in. YAYS! Lol. When Nathan got in there, I like ran and jumped on him, and he caught me =D! I was so excited to see him. I got 2 kisses within not five seconds of him being there. That so made my night. Lol. He gave me his hatchetman and hat before he went and got into the mosh pit. I got to chill with Paul's brother Stevie, and Rick the Dick. I missed them sooo much. Nathan came back over to me and he had a cut over his eye, so I wiped the blood off of him. he then took off his 2 shirts, so I had all his shit all night, which I had no problem with AT ALL. I got attacked by Alex a couple times. I saw so many people. I chilled with Elaina, Jay, JimBean, Capp, Walt, Matt, Bench, Nathan♥, Scooter, Pest, Hope, Alex, Jimmy, Stevie, Pip, Chris, Rick the Dick, Supa, Genie, Amanda, & Walt. I'm sure there was more, but oh well. I got to take Nathan home =D! I was so happy. He busted his chin, so I was upset. He had blood all over him. Everyone was saying how cute we were. I stayed with him when he got his shit signed. My dad looked at him and was like "I don't even want to know." We were in the car holding hands. It was so cute. I love him so much. If you know me, you know it. Lol. When we dropped him off he was asking why I wasn't fighting for my kiss.. B/c he was all bloody. & I was like "I don't care." & I got my kiss.. full of blood. Hah. I don't care though. I came home and passed the fuck out.

♥ Monday ; I woke up and got online. Nathan was on, so I asked how his lip was. He has a huge gash, and might need a root canal *pouts* =(! We were all fucked up. But I had a blast at the concert. I didn't do really much of anything. I didn't feel to good.

♥ Today ; I woke up, and I know I have to go to work soon. Actually in 45 minutes. *sighs* Well my sister is online. I have to go. ♥ Much clown love <3 ♥

♥I Love My MandyLee ♥
Best friends forever & ever!

♥SpaRx Loves her Serial K-i-double l-a! ♥

♥ Al-fucking-righty! ♥

2005-08-18T05:53:56Z

Well I've had some better days. But here's how the last week so far has gone.

♥ Monday - I had to work. Of course I slept until who knows when. I worked from 5:30-9:00ish. It was so boring. I was on register. Lol. I honestly don't know what I did. Lol. Ain't that some sad shit.

♥ Tuesday - I woke up pretty late, I know that. My beautiful girlfriend, Amanda came up. We joked around and then we played some DDR. I suck at it on the pad, but a beast on the controller. My cell phone rang and I went to run and catch it and busted my fucking ass. I have yet another bruise on my ass. Hah. My dad was even playing DDR. That was so fucking funny.

♥ Today I had to work as normal. I worked from 5:30-10:00ish. I was riding on the back of the bike and everything. It was nice. I had a good time. I was on headset, so I was out of everyones way at least. I came home and found some shit out about my so called friends. I've moved on from that. That shit pissed me the fuck off.

Oh well. Things are going to get better. On a good note. Twiztid is only in 4 days. I'm fucking excited. I'm going to go though.

Everytime I close my eyes, I feel your lips touching mine.
((= He'sMyEverything♥ =))
)(× nSh ×)(

I love my, Amanda♥Lynn <3

LisaBoo & AmbiePoo Always.
I love you! ♥

♥ Best Thing Ever! ♥

2005-08-16T19:11:36Z

well that last journal entry obviously dont mean jack shit. i was def wrong about him. hes opened up to be the way he used to be. and i fucking love it. i love how hes become now.. finally. but this is something that made me cry..

me: mike... you were going to let me date him?
mike: let you i want you too
me: why do u want me too?
me: ..?
mike: cuz i know it will make you happy
me: and whut about him?
mike: i want him to be happy with you
me: i doubt he will be
mike: he will
me: he has an issue about showing emotions.. i cant even get him to tell me he loves me without pulling teeth
mike: he will open up to you
mike: no you wouldnt
me: he dont now... to get him to say "i love you" is like he has to type it and then x it off so noone sees it..
me: when i can get him to ask me out.. then ill believe him
me: n besides.. hes not happy with me now
mike: yea he is
me: how is he happy with me now?
mike: cuz he is
mike: you over annilize shit
me: no i dont
me: i analyze his actions
mike: and to deep
me: n whats the last thing hes told u about me
mike: that hes going to beat that boys ass for touching you
me: whut?!
me: wait
me: whut?!
mike: that boy kissed you
mike: hes going to beat that boys ass

I still feel your lips against mine, everytime i close my eyes.
((= ThisJuggalosMyEntireWorld♥ =))
I Love You Always & Forever

♥ Depression ♥

2005-08-16T03:56:49Z

its hard to get over the person your head over heels in love with. it fucking rips you apart and makes you wanna curl up into a ball and die. id do anything for people to open thier eyes and relize that someone loves them more then anything in the entire world... or that person wouldnt stand beside them 24 fucking 7. it hurts badly! i just hate how hes become towards me. *sighs*

i wish hed talk to me, and i def wish this shit would stop. i need him in my life.. cuz he makes me soo happy..

I LOVE HIM WITH ALL MY HEART

♥ I Love You! ♥

2005-08-15T06:38:43Z

♥ friday was miserable. when we get there, amanda and i meet up with chris, eddie, and andrew. when we went back into the mall. the security freaked on eddie and chris over spikes. so andrew and i and amanda just walked away. we walked around the mall and goofed off. being ourselfs. amanda and i then went and got some food. good shit right there. and then we went outside the food court. def got in trouble thanks to the white lighter. *thanks andrew* we went back in and sure enough i saw that hot boy.. his names joe. i saw all of my fucking ex's there. not like just seeing ricky was enough.. oh no.. i had to see flo, shane, rob, and paul. great right? and then we walked with andrew outside and then bounced to the avenue. i chilled with benchy<3 and he embarassed me about nate. go figure right. Lol. thank god for shane and i breaking up. i def dont feel like going thru that ever again. lol. amanda nd i came home. she played crash bandicoot and i went to bed.

♥ saturday i didnt work. so of course i just chilled around and was lazy. i didnt wake up until like 4 in the afternoon. i missed ashleys party and jet skiiing with my sister. oh well. i just chilled around the house and was lazy. i duno if i saw anyone or anything to be honest. all i remember doing is going to bed around like 4 something in the morning after having this long ass convo with pip about being his dog. lol. i def talked to nate♥ tho. yays!

♥ sunday i woke up thanks to amandas dumbass calling me. hah. and then creeper called me. im like wtf. amber cant sleep? and then amanda came up and we went and got out twiztid tickets. i was so excited. and then i bounced over and got my binder and dividors. thank god for being my last year of school. cant believe it.. im already a senior. lol. i came home and ate some crabs with my dad, and he bought me taco bell. good shit. and then around 4ish, tim and dj came up and chilled with me. i def love hanging out with them too. and then pip♥, gay eddie, aj, and craig all came up my house and seen me. it was like heaven. i love pip with all my heart♥. tim and dj didnt leave until 11ish. and in between that i got into a fight with being middle man between tim and bench. hard choice.. so im stayi netrual. but noone touches nathan without me flipping the fuck out. let me get that straight right now. hah. dj wants to fight him.. and nathan def told me that he thinks tims a fag. hah. that was some good shit then. and then shane and i got into a fight. whut the fuck else is new. fuck him man. then i got online and mike made me this awesome looking thingy. i love that boy like whoa! and i talked to kimmi. well im going to go. Much clown love mother fuckers♥!

♥ I Love AmandaLynn ♥
12.27.04 - til the end of time!

roo & doo forever♥

nSh - My Serial K-i-double l-a
((= ThisBoysMyWorld♥ =))

klown_whor @ 2005-08-13T21:19:00

2005-08-14T01:20:25Z

Me & Amanda decided that...

My best friend is WAY hotter then yours.

klown_whor @ 2005-08-13T16:36:00

2005-08-13T20:36:57Z

everyone seems to be having some serious best friend issues. wow. i hate that shit man. im glad that nathan and i can work some shit out tho.

last night was the shit.. so i got alot to tell you. ill update sooner or later

klown_whor @ 2005-08-12T14:35:00

2005-08-12T18:36:36Z

well about the whole best fried being gone. its amazing how someone yells at him.. and he sits back and think about it.. and he talked to me almost an hour today.. i love him with all my heart :)

♥ Wow.

2005-08-12T08:46:46Z

for the first time tonight.. i talked to bench for a long ass time. i really needed to get alot of things over and done with. and now that is all said and done... ive fought with my best friend and everything. but guess whut we're fine now.. and guess whut else.. he loves me. so haha!

im single.. and i have no issues against it. other things have been eatting me alive.. and i found out the other day.. im trully in love with my best friend =/. not to sure how to react to that. but you do whut you hafta do.

i talked to roach<3 tonight for the first time in awhile. it was nice. he made me open my eyes a little.. so guess whut i did. i worked from 530-10 tonight. i loved working. i work prolly monday thru thursday this comming week. sooo whutever. i do whut i hafta do. working aint so bad. haha.

this means more then the world to me --
Me: i love you.
Him :x love you too.

thanks to my amanda, scott, and mike for making things better between us.

I Love You Baby!!
December 27, 2004 - always.

xo Him :x ox